MY SONG ‘THANKS INADEQUACY’

"I pause to record that I feel in extraordinary form. Delirium perhaps."(Samuel Beckett)

Versione italiana al link Grazie Inadeguatezza

Some relationships are so ambiguous that, even after months of dating, you don't understand how to define them or what role you play in the other person's life. Such relationships can trigger in us a great sense of insecurity and inadequacy, as the other person comes across as extremely ambivalent. We are bewildered by the incongruity between his words and his actions: he says he wants to be with us but at the same time he always has one foot out the door, the time he gives us is always limited and often, even if he is physically with us, he chats with others or others. We have the impression that we are never really intimate with him or her, because he often refers to other women and other men with whom he more or less unconsciously puts us in competition.

Whether or not we keep the ambiguous partner, it is interesting to note that the feeling of inadequacy that has arisen in us is a good opportunity to heal this childish part of us. There will come a time in life when no external confirmation can heal this deep wound other than the love and light of our authentic self. As Giorgia Sitta says, at a certain point it clicks in us and the inner child stops looking for comfort in parents, partners, dogs and cats, and turns inwards. Here it is flooded with the sweet nourishing light of the Soul, the vital nucleus that pulses in the depths of our being.

Here are the video, the lyrics and the Italian translation of the song. 

Video at the link: THANKS INADEQUACY

THANKS INADEQUACY

I FEEL SO INADEQUATE, I FEEL I HAVE NO PLACE

IN YOUR LIFE,  IN YOUR MIND  - I FEEL SO SICK AND BLIND

I GET SO INSECURE,  NO PLANS NOT A FUTURE

THERE IS NO PLACE FOR ME- THANKS INADEQUACY

AND THERE IS ALWAYS 

A DEADLINE IMPENDING

DEMANDING, A CALL COMPELLING

THERE’S NO TIME FOR ME

AND THERE IS ALWAYS 

A WOMAN MORE BEAUTIFUL

MORE POWERFUL THAN ME

THANKS INADEQUACY

SO I WILL STEP ASIDE, AND LET YOU GO YOUR WAY

IT’S YOURS IN ANY CASE, TAKE BACK YOUR TIME

BECAUSE I’M ANXIOUS AND NERVOUS

ABOUT KEEPING THE WATCH 

IN MY ATTENTION

I JUST WANNA BREATH

BUT NO RELAX, NO SPACE

I FEEL YOU’RE ALWAYS READY 

TO ESCAPE

I’LL JUST LET YOU LEAVE

GOD , INADEQUACY, I’M INADEQUACY

THERE IS NON ROOM FOR ME - FEEL INADEQUACY

GRAZIE INADEGUATEZZA

Mi sento così inadeguata, sento di non avere un posto

nella tua vita, nella tua mente, sono nauseata e cieca

Divento insicura, non ci sono progetti né futuro

non c’è un posto per me, grazie inadeguatezza

E c’è sempre un scadenza impellente

una call incalzante, irrimandabile

non c’è tempo per me

E c’è sempre una donna più bella, più potente

di me, grazie inadeguatezza

Così mi faccio da parte, e ti lascio fare la tua strada

È la tua in ogni caso, riprenditi il tuo tempo

Perché sono nervosa e ansiosa

di dover tenere sempre sott’occhio l’orologio

vorrei respirare

E invece nessun relax, nessuno spazio

sei sempre pronto a scappare

ti lascerò andare

Mio Dio, inadeguatezza, 

sento l’inadeguatezza

ti lascerò andare

grazie inadeguatezza. 

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